The Black Sheep
In the body of a black sheep. In the midst of darkness, I only heard voices of rejection, mistrust, discouragement, disgrace. I write it down, and dare to say dear mother, dear father....I hate you with all my being. It was not always like this, I remember. I was a positive child, I loved to clean and draw pictures of my mother. I had the most amazing smile and my mother was proud to call me her daughter. Every birthday of mine was memorable. But it faded. Been the responsible child I saved money to buy chocolates and all the things my mother did not want to spoil me with. But it didn't seem that way with my mother because she thought I was getting money from boyfriends and she slapped me. The so called golden daughter days were over. Nothing I did was right. My Mother asked herself everyday what she did wrong and I felt like the unwanted child for the first time. I built a wall and told myself that I will never succumb to her regrets. I was in a lecture everyday of my lif